Going Through All This Work Just to Become Shy

I just dusted off and upgraded my blog that I have not posted to in a long time, and now that I am ready to post my first post, I clam up and become shy, not knowing what to say.  I suppose I really have a lot of things to say, but am not sure how much to say or what to say first.

I’ve upgraded to WordPress 2.7 and moved all my old posts over to the new blog, even properly dating them.  And now I suppose that I should start blogging again.

I guess I should start by thinking about what I want to accomplish with this blog.  Where I want to go with it and who do Iwant to be and how much do I want to reveal.

I think the best thing to do is to define what I want to accomplish first.  I would like this blog to:

• Be an expression of myself that I feel I cannot express elsewhere.
• Allow myself to be open and free in what I want to say and not hide and be afraid of speaking.
• Show the real side of me, and my struggles, so that others can be inspired.

And then, of course, is the question on whether or not I should even do this under my own name.

And perhaps posting all this would be some good thearapy for myself as well, and hopefully it will help others.

Amazing.  I am so shy and yet you have no idea who I am.  Although I am deftly afraid you may figure it out.

Just some random ramblings about someone who you don’t know and probably don’t care about.